burning hearts and broken lives.

nick_the_sexbot @ 2004-09-30T23:03:00

2004-10-01T04:03:45Z

i dont care...

nick_the_sexbot @ 2004-08-08T19:31:00

2004-08-09T00:31:33Z

add me, then i'll add you back

suck it

2004-08-08T08:35:35Z

OMGcrew! get down with the sickness foo

eh whatever

2004-08-06T08:09:37Z

if you already saw these pics i dont care..

it's what you want

2004-08-06T07:21:09Z

ok i will.

if it's what you want then i'd love to do it for you.

nick_the_sexbot @ 2004-08-01T19:57:00

2004-08-02T00:59:33Z

.thisistheworstfeeling.

today would have = 10 months

well

2004-08-01T06:20:16Z

alyssa and i broke up :/ but its more like a break ...yea

in the wrong hands...

2004-07-31T02:49:31Z

There's only so much time to waste trying to fix something that insists on staying broken.I can't help to feel any different than i do.Nothing's changed and i doubt if they ever will.

I'm tired of trying.Cause my best is apparently not working and i have nothing else to give and if you want it atleast half as bad as i want this then you'd attempt to try more.

It's fuckinguseless to try.

Excuses are all you got now, and sweetheart am I gonna beleive them everytime.

fuckthisshit

2004-07-30T01:15:59Z

blind faith isnt nothing but hope
but if thats all i have then ill hold on to it and you.

theres a fire inside me,i dont really know what it is yet,but its making me actually wanna get up and make something out of my day.im wasting my last few days of summer...and it pisses me off

begallyouwantyou'renevergettingbackin.

nick_the_sexbot @ 2004-07-28T04:00:00

2004-07-28T09:01:08Z

keeprunningyourmouthontheinternetyou'resuchajoke.

nick_the_sexbot @ 2004-07-27T00:21:00

2004-07-27T05:22:14Z

we are on the eve of greatness

nick_the_sexbot @ 2004-07-23T19:30:00

2004-07-24T00:31:13Z

maybe i should be with someone who actually cared to see me once in a while.

well

2004-07-20T03:39:20Z

well, this update has sooo many pictures of the past couple days and what not....enjoy
the past couple days have been pretty cool,davids birthday on thursday and we randomly all went ot peter piper and ate and played games and made some funny movies IM me if you want to see them)then went back to his place for some chillin ;)then friday at seans womans house,she had lots of food and lots of skittles but me and mark only like the red ones, so we seperated them.well me sean and vivian went to his house and to shakes.thats about all.i got a camera and i carry it everywhere now.maybe thats why there is so many pictures,yea well yep.

i hope its something worth the wait

2004-07-14T02:26:36Z

I think im gonan go job hunting tommorow.

nick_the_sexbot @ 2004-07-12T11:33:00

2004-07-12T16:33:42Z

haha its my birthday!

bitch,are you retarded?

2004-07-11T06:59:28Z

STAY CLASSY COMPUTER GEEKS.

hearts dont break,they just bend.

2004-07-10T09:45:27Z

well my birthday is monday.its gonna be lame.no party. no nothing.my mom and sister is gonna be out of town on it,so basically its gonna be me all day until my dad gets home like at 10 from work.i dunno thats gay.i usually have tons of people over and stuff.but i dunno.i dont know about this year.i just dont know.eh not gonna ask questions.im getting a camera and maybe other stuff if i get money.i got to get another new band going.when i went to the coast me and matt had random talk when were drunk ha and like it really made me mad and i guess semi motivated.i miss playing all the shows and stuff with him and just miss shows in general.i gotta get something new started.i really do.i dont know what this random update is about but its here.um yea random me being random.me and asian had another one of our little chats about everything earlier today.it made me laugh.but made me think about all the random stuff thats been going on lately.eh.this is getting entirely way to long.

i dropped an "i love you" and thank god it got caught in the wind.

i hear a voice in the distance

2004-07-09T06:56:43Z

my insecurities are killing me

well went to port a with matt of tx,hoss and larmillar it was pretty random and fun,but that beach sucks.its dirty,gross and shitty.im semi burned.im red but it doesnt hurt.ummm we dug a huge ass fuckin hole in the port a dust aka sand.alvin is a naughty boyrandom 1 am walk to the circle k and spend tons of money on huge drinks,scratch offs and hot dogs.alvin was the 80 year old man that worked there.the things i learned from this trip are
port a is dirty
scratch offs are naughty
jake would let alvin suck him off
hambone
daniel is a seapig
once-overs are cool
sand sucks
jake checks out little girls asses
lar seconds the motion and stares
and yea thats about it.
im sorry
my insecurities are killing me

hey,october! will you come and save the day?

2004-07-02T23:23:26Z

will we even make it......

it's not that i want to,its what i have to do

you dont know what i know

i hope we make it through

Your Love Is a Deadly Weapon

2004-07-01T03:07:39Z

thisplaceisabloodbath.

smiles and her laughter

2004-06-29T05:45:10Z

i finally got to see her.

I've had a hard time seeing less of you

2004-06-26T02:18:45Z

now
is
about
the
time
that
I MISS HER...

new hair?

2004-06-24T23:04:27Z

i tried like 50 hairstles but this is the one that came out best i suppose...

i had to cut my hair.....

2004-06-22T23:14:52Z

well i was forced into cutting my hair...i kicked and screamed...but they did it...ill put clearer pictures up as soon as i get them...im sad now :(

pictures bitch

2004-06-20T09:05:54Z